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生きる術を無くしても 🎶
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✦ Last update: June 19, 2025 (GMT-3)
- PROJECTS PROGRESS:
Animation: around 81%
RPG Maker game: (A bit too soon to estimate a percentage, still testing game mechanics)
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This is Naneko's territory!
Indecisive as fuck. I love music. Know a lot but not quite good at anything. Insecure about my art and RPG Maker games hobbies but thats fine! 💖💖
Games? OCs? lmfao.
My mental conditions sometimes make it very hard to further develop some projects, but I hate hiding behind these excuses. I'm out there doing my best
Yapping who gaf :(
Sometimes life gets hard or something that I don't wish to share on social media happens. Here. Here is where i'll say it
✦ About me
Nice to meet you! I'm a brazilian that do digital art, OCs projects and I mess with RPG Maker as a hobby. Hobbyist Vtuber livestreamer sometimes too.
I don't consider myself a very creative person, since I get a lot of influence from musics and fictional characters that I like, and I also enjoy simpler things in general, but I'm out there doing what I can so I have at least something to occupy my mind and not go insane.- Tools: Clip Studio Paint, Aseprite, ibisPaint | RPG Maker MV/MZ
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Twitter DMs and other types of ways to personally reach out to me are closed because of personal issues and I still don't know when I'll open them all again. I'm still very fragile about the situation, so if I suspect you, I'll block you. If you really weren't who I thought you were and I blocked you by mistake, I'm sorry, but there's nothing I can do. I can't risk it. Respeite meu espaço e minhas escolhas, do mesmo jeito que respeitei as suas.ㅤㅤ━━━━━━
✦ Dos and don'ts (aka. Guidelines)- Don't make profit off my official artworks or creations (for example: sell prints, keychains, t-shirts, etcetera). Videos, livestreams, or blogs who are monetized are permitted;
- Don't do nasty stuff with my OCs. I'll keep it vague in the expectation that you have common sense;
- Always give credits using my Twitter handle (@nanekoritas) when using official artwork as pfp, banner, reposting my art in other platforms, or doing a gameplay/video/blog (etc);
- I wouldn't like people who aren't 16+ y/o to interact with me or my content.
- I have a job irl so I already have my own problems. Don't do anything that would get me any more problems or involve me in troublesome unnecessary stuff.
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- General fanworks are welcome as long as you respect what's said above;
- Inspirations are always fun, I inspire myself from others too, but know where to draw the line. Don't copy;
- If you see my nickname in a social media that is not listed on this site, then it is not me until I state otherwise.
- I would love to be tagged in posts that has to do with me or my projects, but I can't risk this too, so it is also disabled. For fanarts, general (sfw) hashtag is #nanekofanz
- Forgive english errors (or dont, idgaf)
ㅤㅤ━━━━━━Uhmm... FUN FACTS!
Cats, chickens, owls, birds in general, and seals are my favorite animals. I'd say my favorite thing ever is cheese and mayonnaise, they go well with any food in my opinion. I guess Burger King whopper and sushi are my favorite foods (I eat sushi with my hands or a fork. I'm a nerd and a weeb but not THAT much!!). I love when people makes questions to me but i'm always afraid they won't like the answer. Vocaloid is usually what I listen the most, I still can't forget how awesome Kikuo's concert was... Nintendo games are awesome. Gintama is awesome. If you make me mad I WILL cuss you in brazilian portuguese. Certified fruit enjoyer I love fruit and eating salad
✦ Games / Original Characters (OCs)
✦ Character Pages are on TOYHOUSE
- Characters will slowly be added on Toyhouse.
✦ Games are on ITCHIO
- "NNKDW:Meadow" Somewhat a visual novel. It is about how 2 characters met. A prologue if you will, since I have intentions of making a "sequel", or a remake with more content and make it an actual game instead of this messy visual novel style that I came up with lol. I just wanted to practice and kinda liked it, so decided to upload it. Meh...
If, by any chance, you really liked one of my characters or games and have a specific question, or, you would really like to see official artwork of a certain scenario you imagined... I'm experimenting a japanese website called Odaibako. It's a site made for people to make art requests or questions. You can access mine clicking here. Thank you very much for your interest.ㅤㅤ━━━━━━
Due to how poorly I was administering my own OCs and Game projects, I scrapped at least 90% of anything I had created this far. I won't anymore make any promisses and will experiment a lot with:
✦ Game mechanics - If I actually become able to finish the project, awesome. If I get tired of it and drop to go to the next one, that's fine too. I'm not making any promises anymore. Sorry if it disappoints you, I get disappointed with myself as well when I'm not able to finish a RPG Maker game project. Keep it to yourself.
✦ Characters designs/OCs - Just the ones that I REALLY like will become official, since before that my "quality control" was terrible.
✦ Journal of Forgotten Fantasies
I will say whatever I feel like in here, so be aware that it can get weird sometimes lmfao
What I say here, stays here. This won't be organized a single bit. Comments on the bottom are the oldest and the ones on top are the most recent.ㅤㅤ━━━━━━
- I ranted more than I wanted about that, but it's true. People get villainized way too much even because of the slight mention of AI in a project, doesn't matter what type it is- I see people being anti-AI to a very extreme degree, when AI shouldn't be our enemy, it's a tool that help us with stuff we don't know, our assistant that does the repetitive work, a ladder we climb to achieve what we want. The thing ruining it are lazy people that want the AI to do absolutely everything for them without effort and greedy people wanting to substitute real workers. ESPECIALLY the AI "art" bros, which are the types of users of AI I hate the most, since OUR art are getting stolen daily by them or the social medias we use. I agree that the idea we write as a prompt was ours and the AI simply executed it, and that's why these days we can easily do the medias of our dreams just with a single words, but if you're lending everything in the hands of AI without at least learning with it, then I think you're using it wrong... AI is limited and makes many mistakes, you won't go too far if you just keep telling the AI "yeah i liked that but you did this wrong, change it!!" mf change it yourself LOL if this is really your "dream" shouldn't you already have prior knowledge to know what the fuck you're doing?- loud music for a empty mind- idk how to draw on my phone anymore its so over- É muito estranho ter uma imagem que descreve a propria condição perfeitamente bem. Imagine que você é uma girafa humanoide totalmente racional e que é aceita socialmente, então ela vive uma vida humana normal, e numa biblioteca você encontra um livro sobre animais e vê você mesmo: outra girafa
- não quero- TOLD YA LMFAO- are we from outer space? this doesn't feel like the right place- Something terrible will happen soon, and it will be globally. I'm medicated, so i'm not tweaking with reality breaks and existential crisis, I simply can feel that everything will turn upside down, just like happened in 2020- Can I be a weeb in peace omfg- Actually, let me backtrack what I said a few days ago in here: I'm not better than anyone, and vice-versa. We are just very, VERY egoistic and egocentric, which gives us the illusion of "being better" than someone, when in reality, we just have different points of view, values, morals, and ethics. We get mad, frustrated (or whatever) when people don't share the same point of views, values morals and ethics as us, so in self-defense we try to retaliate them, acting like we are above, show them how "wrong and useless" they are, to no avail. We are just embarrassing ourselves. We are all flawed and equal. I feel bad for saying that now, I could just erase it from here, but it will stay there as a lesson- 🎶 すれ違った街のガラスに
寂しげに映った自分
ムカつくんだ そんな自分も
無関心な世界も 🎶- Sorry :(- Yesterday, at night, I think I saw a thief. He was jumping over a gate. I think he noticed me since I stayed still for some seconds looking at him, wondering if I should say or do something. He didn't did anything about it though, just kept trying to go over the gate. I ran home, my mom said it was the right thing to do. No police called, I felt bad- I don't think I'll get to my 30s and i'm not talking about suicide, I'm talking about climate changes, impending wars and criminal organizations getting stronger and more influentional each day that goes through- I wonder if my friends feel sad when I say that if I could I would live all alone? Like, recently I discovered that i'm actually pretty sociable and kinda like to be around certain people, but the wish of living in a dark void all alone, just me and my thoughts, is still so lovable in my eyes. But I still like you all idk idk- do you like how I walk? do you like how I talk?- I'm better than you but not that much, chill- If I was mad rich I would force every single person who ever felt envy, jealousy, love, or even obsession towards me to study their brains- Talking about meat, I'm free from any pork meat for some months now. I wish to continue this way, its the only meat I was highly considering to never eat again- I live in this constant irony: I love chickens. They are SO CUTE, my dad would take care of chickens when I was a child and I loved them so much. But... My favorite type of meat is chicken, too. I feel bad everytime I remember that what I'm eating was once a very cute chicken- I like to exist, I just wish I didn't had to obey any rules or live in this society. I feel deep inside of me I wasn't born for this- Sometimes I wonder where I would end up today if I never had the problems I had on school while growing up. Would I be someone kinder and less cold and distant?- 🎶 白く飛んで黒く落ちて静かに消える
キラ キラ キラ... ララ ララ ララ... 🎶- What am I really, after all? I can't tell. I don't think anyone can tell, since in my perspective, we are what people think of us. All I know about myself are my own problems that people have to be aware of- I don't think someone ever gets what I mean when I say I wanted to be able to live in the sea. I idealize a life where I'm all alone for eternity, and I think I would achieve this by living in the sea. Literally the sea. I wanted to be a fish, or if nature was kind enough with me, a type of humanoid. I wanted to still be myself, but alone- look me in my brand new eye- oughh- I have the job of my dreams and never had to go to college to achieve this. Y'know, I still really want to be a nutritionist, but all of this makes me wonder how far can I go without studying. Maybe almost 2 years of volunteer work really improved my resume, I don't know- ME DE UM PADRÃO PARA SEGUIR- make me a machineee I'm a machineee I don't want to think I just want to work like a machineee- I wanted to do everything I want at the same time
- Pony Town and writing fanfic is a good therapy (but YOU should seek real help, mf!)- 🎶 Go to therapy or else you are gonna go to jail (jail)
You don't need a Grammy, you need therapy right now (right now)
Do yourself a favor, keep my name way out your mouth (your mouth)
If I was your neighbor Id set fire to your house (your house)
Hahahahaha! (hahahaha)
Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom🎶- Eu era o próximo. Ele ia fazer comigo o que ele fez com todos os outros que pisaram minimamente no calo dele.- The more I remember about the song, the more I see the resemblances. HE TRULY IS A PEOPLE EATER.- I just keep wondering why all the fake simpathy. Why talk shit about me or make fun of me to others behind my back when all you need to do is tell me "hey, i dont want to see you anymore. We good?" like, yeah sure! Don't even need to elaborate, just tell on my fucking face instead of pretending that everything is okay between us. This is psychological torture you sicko.- i'm GOING INSAAANEEE I want to do something (like always) but i dont know where to start (like always)!!!!!!!!!!!!- 🎶Your delicious body heat
It's so warm inside of me
It's too bad you don't have more meat on your tiny body
Oh, you're dying? What do you mean?
You say that I can't eat
Oh, but it's so good, it tastes so sweet
How dare you deprive me?Would you like to eat with me?
A dinner as a family
Where we take care of each other's needs?
Yeah, that's not happeningBut I'll feed you your own hands and feet
Don't worry, it's my treat
Though I've had my feast, you're not released
'Cause I'd like seconds, pleaseThere, another one in the trash
Your despair
I wonder how long it's gonna last?I think there's something wrong with me
Why can't I just live happily?
The thought of giving up your meat's impossible as sleep
And I swear every time I breathe in, I stare in disbelief, andI can't go without the feeling of your flesh upon my teeth
I can't retreat
No, I can't even breathe without feeling hungry
Why do you still believe in me?And I'm baffled why you choose to stay with me
You're completely free, yet you refuse to leave
In the face of anger, you say, "Patience before pride"
While you're feeling dead inside, I'm so alive
And it's all thanks to you that I survived
Guess I'll say thank you for lending me your life! 🎶- why? why? why? why? why? why?- Okay. I'll give a shot to a pen tablet again. I never got used to it last time i bought one because I've been drawing with my mouse since forever, so let's see how it will go this time- I love money I love Money I love money I love money moneye moneye mboeyeb- I'M SO HAPPY Y'ALL- Somehow Pony Town is really helping me with my shyness, now I only need the courage to speak with the people I have interest in talking to 💀- I think I should've made clear that I won't correct my english errors here too lmfao like whatever que se foda- Now that I have carrd pro I could store my ocs here instead of toyhouse but it would be too much work. Actually, both carrd and toyhouse are a bit hard for me to use but toyhouse was made specifically for that so its way easier than carrd- I love having money I love that I dont have to worry about paying bills i'm so grateful. Thank you so much mom thank you my job for existing- Well I know I fucked my own algorithm myself, I usually don't care but talking to the walls is so frustrating lmfao because I want to ask people if they know more OCs projects or if any oomf want to be friends and I KNOW IT WILL FLOP so I don't even try- hopefully a simpler site and accepting the "idgaf" thing is what I was needing