🎶 消えて生まれてまた消える
生まれて消えてもわからない
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土星をグルグルまわってる 🎶
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✦ Last update: July 31, 2025 (GMT-3)- PROJECTS PROGRESS:
RPG Maker game: (A bit too soon to estimate
a percentage. Fleshing out the story)

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This is Naneko's territory!

Indecisive kuroneko. I love music. Know a lot but not quite good at anything. Make it exist first, you can make it perfect later,,.,. right? 💖💖

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Games? OCs? lmfao.

My mental conditions sometimes make it very hard to further develop some projects, but I hate hiding behind these excuses. I'm out there doing my best

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Yapping who gaf :(

Sometimes life gets hard or something that I don't wish to share on social media happens. Here. Here is where i'll say it. Beware

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✦ About me

Nice to meet you! I'm a creature that complains a lot :3c. I do digital art, OCs projects and I mess with RPG Maker as a hobby. Hobbyist Vtuber livestreamer sometimes too.
I don't consider myself a very creative person, since I get a lot of influence from musics and fictional characters that I like, and I also enjoy simpler things in general, but I'm out there doing what I can so I have at least something to occupy my mind and not go insane.
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- Age: Already on my twenties
- Language: Brazilian Portuguese (native), English (forgive english errors, unless its impossible to understand, then let me know)
- Pronouns: Any pronouns, I'm bigender. In english I have a higher preference for the "it/its" pronouns though.
- Additional: I will tell what conditions i'm diagnosed with when I feel its actually needed
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- Tools: Clip Studio Paint, Procreate | RPG Maker MZ/MV
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By interacting with my content, you agree with my guidelines and terms of use. You also confirm that you are at least 18 years old or have a parent/guardian to agree to all of the Terms.
You can read all my terms of use on a Google Doc > clicking here <Below, are more broad general guidelines with a bit of average common sense to ensure we'll be comfortable in this space, but they shouldn't be ignored nonetheless, as well as the full document linked above.
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✦ Dos and don'ts (aka. general guidelines)

For the people who think "isn't these terms of use and legal stuff too extreme for a project so small like yours? You don't even have a fanbase you piece of failure lolololol", I'm doing this for my own safety. These problems can always happen, you having a big or a small following, it doesn't matter and I don't care. Setting my terms straight isn't supposed to be shameful

ㅤㅤ━━━━━━Uhmm... FUN FACTS!
Cats, chickens, owls, birds in general, and seals are my favorite animals. I'd say my favorite thing ever is cheese and mayonnaise, they go well with any food in my opinion. I guess Burger King whopper and sushi are my favorite foods (I eat sushi with my hands or a fork. I'm a nerd and a weeb but not THAT much!!). I love when people makes questions to me but i'm always afraid they won't like the answer. Vocaloid is usually what I listen the most, I still can't forget how awesome Kikuo's concert was... Nintendo games are awesome. Gintama is awesome. If you make me mad I WILL cuss you in brazilian portuguese. Certified fruit enjoyer I love fruit and eating salad

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✦ Games / Original Characters (OCs) / & Other Projects

• Globe
• Toyhouse
• Itch.io
• YouTube

If, by any chance, you really liked one of my characters or games and have a specific question, or, you would really like to see official artwork of a certain scenario you imagined... I'm experimenting a japanese website called Odaibako. It's a site made for people to make art requests or questions. You can access mine clicking here. Thank you very much for your interest.

✦ Character Pages are on TOYHOUSE
- Characters will slowly be added on Toyhouse.

✦ Games are on ITCHIO

- "NNKDW:Mead...Wait huh?" Because of the recent censorship stuff on itchio, I decided to restrict the access to this game as my way of protesting. I'm still not sure what I'm gonna do if itchio becomes incapable of returning to how it was before, and tbh this game was just a concept that needed a lot of fleshing out to be something truly more interesting, so forgive me, but I don't think it will be back to public until I actually remake it as I was intending to do. I'm sorry for being indecisive :((

✦ Other types of projects can be found on YouTube channel
- This is probably for when I'm bored or want to try something different from what I do usually.

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Due to how poorly I was administering my own OCs and Game projects, I scrapped at least 90% of anything I had created this far. I won't anymore make any promisses and will experiment a lot with:
✦ Game mechanics - If I actually become able to finish the project, awesome. If I get tired of it and drop to go to the next one, that's fine too. I'm not making any promises anymore. Sorry if it disappoints you, I get disappointed with myself as well when I'm not able to finish a project... Keep it to yourself.
✦ Characters designs/OCs - Just the ones that I REALLY like or have an actual meaning to exist, like, for example, be part of a cast from a project, will become official, since before that my "quality control" was terrible.
✦ I'm experimenting with different kinds of medias too. I have interest in making content for YouTube in a Shorts format, I want to make vocal covers of songs I like, I may experiment a bit more with animations too...

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✦ Journal of Forgotten Fantasies

I will say whatever I feel like in here, so be aware that it can get weird and dark sometimes. Also, I won't correct english errors here.
What I say here, stays here. If you are a friend, a mutual, or a stranger, it doesn't matter, just don't ask me about anything I said here, this is supposed to be a place for quick vents. I don't think I would feel comfortable with people sharing or archiving what's said here too.This won't be organized a single bit, aside from the comments on the bottom being the oldest ones and the ones on top are the most recent.ㅤㅤ━━━━━━

- I'm surprised I was capable to do so much while still developing the story of my game in between, nice- I'm about to invest a lot of money on a very expensive treatment, if that doesn't fix me then I don't know what will- Só sabe reclamar hein pqp vai se foder- There's nothing I can do if not continue- we cant stop because the world doesnt wait for us while we are on the floor completely exhausted- There's nothing I can do if not continue- I mean, I guess I haven't been eating properly recently....- Am I about to die or something? It doesn't matter how much I sleep, It's never enough, I continue to feel drowsy even if I sleep for 12 hours straight. I feel so weak too, my head hurts, and I feel like pulling my skin off- ghghrllglglrlrlgrgggg- My mind is always at a duality of opinions and points of view that don't agree with each other- Y'know what fuck social media im more worried of impending wars lmfaooo- if they actually get rid of North American social medias here in Brazil (as the rumors are saying), I hope my projects still find its way to people. Its just a hobby, but I take it serious, it has true passion... That's not fair- familia salnorabo e pele de cenoura vao tomar no cuuuuuuuuuuuu- ahagargakqk- Generative AI is really making people more lazy and dumb huh..- ITS 3 AM MY EYES HURT- Someone told me i'm a big inspiration to them, day instantly got weird (I wonder what they see in me that I don't)- Bruhh everything worked out in the end I cried for NOTHING LMFAO!!!!- Already cried but I didn't sleep, and now i'm better and I don't feel like crying anymore, so i'll just sleep, bye again- Why stuff that I ACTUALLY look forward to happening always gets delayed the last second? I'm gonna cry myself to sleep byeee- My event-only ABS system for RPG Maker MZ is working pretty well aside from the obvious limitations from the engine. This is being pretty fun, but while testing and searching I started to wonder if I should experiment with other types of combat? ABS is definitely a challenge, although fun, I may need a second option that is more safe and prone to less bugs and issues...- Much better- I don't like to delete or modify stuff especially the ones I say in this part of the site specifically, but it seems necessary.- how to die and reincarnate as a person that is destined to be a talented artist with a bright future, google pesquisar- I'm not exactly pro-ai (saying specifically of generative AI), but I can't be anti-ai too. It's evolution, a technology to help us. I just wish they cared about us and respected our wishes to not fucking steal or sell our data...- I see people being anti-AI to a very extreme degree, when AI shouldn't be our enemy, it's a tool that help us with stuff we don't know, our assistant that does the repetitive work, a ladder we climb to achieve what we want. The thing ruining it are lazy people that want the AI to do absolutely everything for them without effort and greedy people wanting to substitute real workers. ESPECIALLY the AI "art" bros, which are the types of users of AI I hate the most, since OUR art are getting stolen daily by the machines or the social medias we use. I agree that the idea we write as a prompt was ours and the AI simply executed it, and that's why these days we can easily do the medias of our dreams just with a single words, but if you're lending everything in the hands of AI without at least learning with it, then I think you're using it wrong... AI is limited and makes many mistakes, you won't go too far if you just keep telling the AI "yeah i liked that but you did this wrong, change it!!" mf change it yourself LOL if this is really your "dream" shouldn't you already have prior knowledge to know what the fuck you're doing? I ranted more than I wanted about that, but it's true. People get villainized way too much just because of the slight mention of AI in a project, doesn't matter what type it is, people don't even want to know which type of AI it is anymore (we use it daily but people don't even realize)- loud music for a empty mind- Imagine que você é uma girafa humanoide totalmente racional e que é aceita socialmente, então ela vive uma vida humana normal, e numa biblioteca você encontra um livro sobre animais e vê você mesmo: outra girafa. O livro te conhece e conhece os trejeitos de sua espécie. Deve ser muito estranho

- não quero- Can I be a weeb in peace omfg- Actually, let me backtrack what I said a few days ago in here: I'm not better than anyone, and vice-versa. We are just very, VERY egoistic and egocentric, which gives us the illusion of "being better" than someone, when in reality, we just have different points of view, values, morals, and ethics. We get mad, frustrated (or whatever) when people don't share the same point of views, values morals and ethics as us, so in self-defense we try to retaliate them, acting like we are above, show them how "wrong and useless" they are, to no avail. We are just embarrassing ourselves. We are all flawed and equal. I feel bad for saying that now, I could just erase it from here, but it will stay there as a lesson- 🎶 すれ違った街のガラスに
寂しげに映った自分
ムカつくんだ そんな自分も
無関心な世界も 🎶- I don't think I'll get to my 30s and i'm not talking about suicide, I'm talking about climate changes, impending wars and criminal organizations getting stronger and more influentional each day that goes through- do you like how I walk? do you like how I talk?- I'm better than you but not that much, chill- If I was mad rich I would force every single person who ever felt envy, jealousy, love, or even obsession towards me to study their brains- 🎶 白く飛んで黒く落ちて静かに消える
キラ キラ キラ... ララ ララ ララ... 🎶- oughh- I have the job of my dreams and never had to go to college to achieve this. Y'know, I still really want to be a nutritionist, but all of this makes me wonder how far can I go without studying. Maybe almost 2 years of volunteer work really improved my resume, I don't know- ME DE UM PADRÃO PARA SEGUIR- make me a machineee I'm a machineee I don't want to think I just want to work like a machine- I wanted to do everything I want at the same time

- 🎶 Go to therapy or else you are gonna go to jail (jail)
You don't need a Grammy, you need therapy right now (right now)
Do yourself a favor, keep my name way out your mouth (your mouth)
If I was your neighbor Id set fire to your house (your house)
Hahahahaha! (hahahaha)
Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom🎶- I just keep wondering why all the fake simpathy. Why talk shit about me or make fun of me to others behind my back when all you need to do is tell me "hey, i dont want to see you anymore. We good?" like, yeah sure! Don't even need to elaborate, just tell on my fucking face instead of pretending that everything is okay between us. This is psychological torture you sicko.- i'm GOING INSAAANEEE I want to do something (like always) but i dont know where to start (like always)!!!!!!!!!!!!- Okay. I'll give a shot to a pen tablet again. I never got used to it last time i bought one because I've been drawing with my mouse since forever, so let's see how it will go this time- I love money I love Money I love money I love money moneye moneye mboeyeb- I'M SO HAPPY Y'ALL- Somehow Pony Town is really helping me with my shyness, now I only need the courage to speak with the people I have interest in talking to 💀- I think I should've made clear that I won't correct my english errors here too lmfao like whatever que se foda- Now that I have carrd pro I could store my ocs here instead of toyhouse but it would be too much work. Actually, both carrd and toyhouse are a bit hard for me to use but toyhouse was made specifically for that so its way easier than carrd- I love having money I love that I dont have to worry about paying bills i'm so grateful. Thank you so much mom thank you my job for existing- Well I know I fucked my own algorithm myself, I usually don't care but talking to the walls is so frustrating lmfao because I want to ask people if they know more OCs projects or if any oomf want to be friends and I KNOW IT WILL FLOP so I don't even try- hopefully a simpler site and accepting the "idgaf" thing is what I was needing

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